Thursday, June 4, 2009

...

No growth.

No heartbeat.

No more baby.


Choices: wait two weeks and see if it passes naturally or D&E.

I opted to wait, but keep the D&E as a possibility.

Once the m/c is over and my beta is back to 0, I will be getting RPL testing done.




All I can say is....WHY?!?!

31 comments:

Julie said...

Is the testing to find out what is causing the miscarriages? I hope that it is productive. I am so sorry that you have to go through this... :(

babydust81 said...

I am so sorry to hear about the news. I have been waiting to hear news from you. Hoping it was a good one. I am truly sorry you have to go through such a painful event.

Pls take care. Pls take the time to recuperate. N once you are ready you can try once again. ((HUGS))

Joye said...

((HUGS)) I am so sorry.

Chhandita said...

((Hugs)) I think its time science gave a few answers to that 'why'? question. You deserve a answer.

NoodleGirl said...

Oh, damn, I'm so sorry :(. Life is so unfair sometimes.

Will said...

I am so very sorry. The pain and anguish of RPL is something no one should ever have to suffer. I am sorry for the rollercoaster you have been on and the loss of your precious babies.

Heather said...

My heart aches for you.

I'm so sorry.

Michele said...

Oh God, honey.... I am so sorry. So very sorry. I wish that I had a reason. Every single time we've had a miscarriage and after my labors, I just would cry and ask why. There isnt really a good answer, no matter what it could possibly be.

I'm just so sorry. I'll be praying for you guys, and am sending hugs.

Megan's Infertility said...

I'm so sorry sweetie! I know how bad this hurts and I know there isn't anything in the world I can say to make things better! If you need to talk let me know!!

womb for improvement said...

Oh no. I am sorry to read this. My thoughts are with you.

Hela said...

I'm so very sorry lovey xxxxxxx

GeekByMarriage said...

Damnit, hun. I'm so sorry!

thebigif said...

Lina, I'm so sorry. I was really hoping it would stick. You're in my thoughts, and I'm sending you lots of hugs.

A Decade of BFNs said...

thanks everyone....all i can do is take it one day at a time

Annalien said...

I am so sorry! There are no words to help, although I wish there was.

Amanda said...

I'm so very sorry about your loss. I hope that you are able to avoid the D&E.

Here from LFCA

Kim said...

Here from LFCA.

I am so sorry for your loss. ((Hugs))

Shinejil said...

Sorry doesn't cover it. This is terrible. I'll be thinking of you and wishing you well.

babyinterrupted said...

Here from LFCA - I'm so, so sorry.

Jo said...

I am so, so sorry. You have been through so much already. This is so unfair.

Thinking of you.

Hugs,
Jo

Jendeis said...

Sweetie, I am so sorry. This sucks. This is the suckiest thing in all of suckdom.

Martha said...

I am so sorry, here from LFCA.

loribeth said...

Here from LFCA with some (((hugs))). It is so unfair. :(

Mommy (You can call me OM) said...

I am so sorry to hear about this. I am so sorry you're hurting and I will be thinking of you and praying for you. Peace.

Cara said...

Clicked over from LFCA and am just devestated for you.

Waiting is never easy...waiting for this is too much.

Aunt Becky said...

I am so, so sorry. My heart is heavy with you.

tireegal68 said...

here from LFCA. I am so sorry that you are dealing with the loss of your baby. Please take care. My thoughts and hopes are with you.

WiseGuy said...

So Sorry!


Hugs.

noswimmers said...

I am so very sorry for your great loss.

((HUGS)) to you.

Dreamer4agift said...

Here from LFCA...

I know that no words can help ease the pain...but I am so very sorry.

((hugs))

rescogitatae said...

Lina, I'm so so sorry to read this. I had so much hope that this one would stick.

Huge hugs.
T.