Monday, October 6, 2008

13dpiui

Here is my play by play of the weekend…

On Friday aka 10dpiui I took a $store test in the AM, the line was only one sided and I don’t know if it appeared in time, b/c I went to sleep. On Saturday 1:45am I took another $store test and this time the line filled the entire space, but it was barely there. It appeared w/in 10 minutes, but I had to turn certain lights on hold it at a certain angel and open the cartridge. At 1:50pm Saturday, I took another test, this time you could see the line…still very faint, but didn’t have to strain as much as with the first one. I told DH I needed to go by some real test before I drive myself nuts. So, with my $2 internet coupon and $3.50 CVS extra bucks, I got 2 FRER test. I went to the bathroom in the 1am hour of Sunday aka 12dpiui and there was some pink spotting. I wanted to die. I came out of the bathroom and said to DH, it’s over before it even begins. He just said huh, I said never mind and tried to go to sleep. Of course, I had my moments of OMG it’s implantation spotting, but when I look at other charts it usually happens at 8-9dpo. At 5 am I went to the bathroom w/ my FRER, peed in a cup, but before dipping the stick, I checked the TP and there was nothing there …PHEW!!! So, I got a very noticeable second line, not as dark as the control line, but visible enough that I did not have to hold it a certain angle or under a certain light and it showed up w/in the time frame. Throughout the day I was freaking and praying that I would not get any more spotting. I didn’t get any pink on the TP, but my CM looked yellowish, I have never seen that before. I am so scared I will go to the bathroom and see pink. I did not test this morning. I have one more test and I am saving it for tomorrow morning aka 14dpiui.

Part of me wants to be excited, but part of me is so scared. I don’t have any symptoms. My boobs don’t hurt except for the occasional tenderness of the nipple. I have been sick as a dog with a cold all weekend. And then there are the WHAT IFs. The biggest one being…what if it’s still the HCG Booster….and the second biggest…what if there is no second line tomorrow.

I am going nuts here!!!!

I will post a pic of the test when a buddy from work gets in w/ their camera

phone.

Sorry it's so blurry it's the best we got.

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7 comments:

I Believe in Miracles said...

Unfortunately you're playing a waiting game. I once heard you can't get a false positive, but I have no experience with testing. I'll be praying for you as you wait the next couple of days...
**HUGS**

CG said...

I am hoping this is the one for you. I will keep praying for you.

Just Crystal and Ryan..For now said...

I hope this is it!

womb for improvement said...

Its looks encouraging but better to believe the worst and get good news that the other way round. Keep us informed!

Trace said...

Hopefully that second line will get darker!!

Jenni said...

OH sweet heart, I know this is the hardest thing that you will ever do right now. This waiting will get you so deep with worry that you won't know what to do. I know. I was there just 6 weeks ago. I would do exactly what you are doing right now. Wait and test. If positive, you need to be under care to make sure that your levels are right. I know I am typing things you know but darn it, I am so happy for you and I so pray that this is it.

A Decade of BFNs said...

Thank you all soooo much. It is extremely hard. I want to yell from the roof tops. Also, the fear...is overwhelming. Tomorrow morning can't get here quick enough.