Monday, October 20, 2008

5w6d

Will I ever make it to an u/s where I can see a bean???

Started bleeding red yesterday, DH wanted to see if it would stop like my other spottings did. Well, it's not heavier, but it's not stopping either. I am going to the ER so they can tell me what I already know...I am a baby killer.

Why does this keep happening? How can you be above 40 on progesterone and a mere 5 days later shoot down to 9.6??? I just don't get it. I was foolish enough to think this was the one ...shit my beta was 442!!!!!! We were worried about multiples...now....worried if we have one survivor in there. Doubt it.

I am lost.

9 comments:

Jendeis said...

I'm sorry hon. I'm so sorry.

I Believe in Miracles said...

I'm so sorry. Saying a prayer for you.
**HUGS**

CG said...

im sorry. ill keep prayin for you.

womb for improvement said...

Oh no. Take care.

WiseGuy said...

Oh God! Please Take Care!Prayers...

Julie said...

Did they put you on progesterone supplements because it sure sounds like you need them. I will be hoping & praying for the best sweetie! ((hugs))

Hela said...

thinking of you honey :hugs:

Another Dreamer said...

Checking in on you from SC. Hope your okay sweetie.

Jodi said...

I hope you are ok. i am thinking about you. (odiej from SC)