So, I have been spotting since yesterday. My temps dropped and those super sore boobs are no more. I did not test. I could not bring myself to the disappointment. I need a break for my sanity. So all I will be doing is temping. No meds, no OPKs, and just having fun sex not BDing. When I am ready, I will be going back to the RE to start the donated Follistim. I am sorry I have not visited anyone's blogs recently. I am just a lil down and on the weekends I only have my crappy lappy so I can't access blogspot from it...>shrugs<
I cried a lot yesterday and fought with my inner self, but I think a break is needed. I have pushed my body so hard to O the last 3 cycles...double meds, longer and higher doses than norm. I am going to try to get back on my diet wagon b/c since the m/c i have been eating like a hog and I totally know it's all emotional eating nothing more nothing less.
Unfortunately, I am a one trick horse. My life is dull, all I do is go to work and come home. So IF is all I can blog about. If you don't see me it's b/c I dunno what else to write about.
9 comments:
Take a litte break and do a little something nice for yourself. I totally understand.
xoxo
Hugs to you. Take a little break...to regain yourself...and refocus...so that when you are ready you can come back stronger than ever.
Much love,
Carmen
ps...I found you through Niki's blog :)
ugggg, I am so sorry. I know how you feel. You do deserve a break and fun sex the DH is always better than BDing. lol. I am right ahead of you on days this cycle, so this time I am praying it is our turn.
Sorry you're having a rough week. I completely understand about having nothing else to blog...even if I tried, I'm afraid that IF consumes my thoughts. Try to do something fun during your break and take care of yourself.
I'm so sorry.
Taking some time for yourself sounds like a great idea. A chance to just focus on YOU- not the IF you but the whole person.
Big hugs.
I have no words. Just a ***BIG HUG***
I'd echo the comments to focus on finding something else to define who you are - IF is not a fun definition. Hope you get to enjoy a break!!
I'm so sorry :(
We'll be on the diet wagon together though so pop over if you need some encouragement!
I just wanted to stop in and tell you how much I love your comments and I miss you terribly. Take care honey.
Sorry abt the spotting. Treat yourself well during the break and come back rejuvenated.
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