Why....

Why must my body deceive me?? I am 110% sure I am surging. The SMU OPK is a blazing +++!!! I won't be able to make it until 3pm tomorrow and that is too late in the day. I am frantically thinking of how I can get there tomorrow earlier. UGH!!! Why body why must you deceive me ...first you make the doctors think we have a busted cycle b/c you don't want to grow and then as soon as we leave what do you do??? YOU GROW!!!!